blue jean serenade

thresca:

I am balanced brained. Therefore, I am more at war with myself than anybody else.

Ditto. I envy those who have one goal in life. I have numerous, and I never know how to achieve any of them because I can never make my mind up about a cohesive route to take. I can never find harmony within myself. I have two conflicting sides of me and they never breathe or think in synch. It’s exhausting. It means I can never fully be happy because a part of me will always be discontent (though, I suppose, optimistically, a part of me will always be content). It’s difficult, to say the least.